"Before" Fat Picture

I forgot to tell a little tidbit one of my kids did today when I was talking about weight in my previous post...

My oldest daughter snapped a picture of me today, unexpectedly, in my pajamas.  I was horrified!  I can't stand the way I look in pictures.  I guess they tell the truth and I can't stand seeing how much more weight I still have left to lose.  I looked like I needed to find diet pills that work. It took me all of three seconds to delete that picture to ensure it never showed up on facebook or anywhere else. 

What I should do is take a "before" picture of me now in the hopes that eventually I will have an "after" picture to compare it too.  I've thought about doing that before but I'd be really horrified actually.